Back from interview, went well, its the wait now
I've found more of a balance in that but in working for others. I don't feel like being stuck in a job is the be all and end all I did when I was in my 20s, yours job is only important to you and your industry, when you talk to makes and those around you in their own industries and companies its clear no one cares as much as you do. I think alot of that comes from the pressures and cultures of work but there is a balance.
Someone said to me once, you are not curing cancer you are marketing hotels and destinations, whats being made out as end of the world and important in this or any room at any time is not the same reality outside it. That stuck and I think its true (to an extent)
I just said in my interview that this job would be perfect because its WFH, on the road meetings and in the hotels only when I need to be. The days of me being in an office 5 days a week and then travelling the world to sell and market stuff and not see home are gone. So are being in a hotel 5 days a week, nights and weekends hosting clients. If I can do it from a home base and catch up on at least seeing my four walls and win back some of the time you lose, I am happy. If not I just won't take the job and continue to look for one that offers the balance.