Ok, not really sure where to start. Or actually, that's easy. I want to start by submitting my most heartfelt apology for the frankly most idiotic comment I've ever made. I don't have words to describe how ashamed I am, and I I fully understand if the apology isn't accepted. There is no excuse for it, but at least let me add some context into how things happened, and also why some things DIDN'T happen.
At the time of gmae when that comment was made, I was sat at Suvarnabhumi airport in Bangkok at 4am in the morning. I was pretty drunk too, though that's no excuse. Nothing is. Anyway, I wrote a comment I deeply regret, and at the time, for some reason, I did not realise how foul and upsetting it was, I was getting searched in the security check, getting delayed, and had to rush to make my flight to Chongqing in China, and before I manged to post an apology, I was out of WiFi range. I had also tried to delete the comment, but it seems that option is gone now? Or is it a time limit. Not sure, but I wasn't able to. At that time I was in full panic mode, but thought I'd do it once on the ground again.
That proved to be easier said than done. The great firewall of China is really great, and not easy to penetrate. I had prepared various tricks that were supposed to work, but it proved to be really difficult to get any VPN or other measure to work for more than literally seconds!
During one of those short spells, I manage to log in to this site, and by that time I had been banned, so was then completely unable to post an apology.
So there it is. I have been given permission from the mods to write this apology. Wether that is enough for you to forgive me remains to be seen. I accept whatever decision is taken. Again, my sincerest apologies. I'm absolutely not a racist. I can only blame my northern Norwegian heritage, as we do have a rougher language, without it meaning what the words actually say. There's even a supreme Court ruling where a guy was acquitted from charge for calling a police officer "forbainna hæstkuk" (fudging horse dingdong), because that's normal language in Northern Norway. Again, not a valid excuse for me, just some context.
I really hope this apology is accepted, and that I can continue to be part of this wonderful forum with all the lovely people in here. You really mean a lot to me.
Finally, I wish I could have written this in my mother language, because I feel that I'm not really able to describe and get my message across in the matter I would have wanted, as my English isn't quite adequate in such delicate matters.
Again, I'm really sorry, and I hope I get the honour of continuing to be a member of this forum
Regards Kandi
