I had you on ignore but was reading this thread not logged in.I'm usually not lost for words but I really don't know what to say. I never do in these circumstances. I'm gutted for you and your family mate.
I might add some more comments later.
@Yermiyahu you are a good, good man. One of the best that I have had the pleasure to know and spend time with.
For those of you on here who want to know what kind of person he is, he approached me and offered help when I was (then) at my lowest point. Drinking far too much and almost certainly on a downward spiral.
He spent time with me, had faith in me and knowing that I had someone to turn to helped changed my outlook and put me in a more positive mindframe.
His knowledge and insight helped me change the direction of my business after fallout of the last financial crash devastated it, and the books that he recommended, taught me some of the methods i still use... or at least I would do if it not for Covid-19.
Thank you for everything brother.
Wow. I'm truly sorry to hear of the circumstances and applaud your bravery in terms of the decision you have come to (as well as posting on here).
I don't think anything we can say on here can make much of a difference but maybe we could do something that'd be of assistance to people in your situation in the future? Some kind of fundraising page or the like.
I hope you have the full support and love of your family behind you in your "real" life. For what it's worth, from people posting it's clear you have the very same from your more custard influenced Spurs supporting Tom Jones worshipping family on here.
@Yermiyahu do your kids support Spurs?
Tbh they would say they do bu they are really not that interested.
Tbh they would say they do bu they are really not that interested.