I have cognitive dissonance when it comes to Ange. On one hand I see poor league performances, us struggling to find any true playstyle and basic mistakes repeatedly being made, I hear excuses coming out of his press conferences. And I see a man that is under pressure and lashing out, staring deep into the floor almost as if he feels consigned to his place as an unwanted man at the club.
And then, I see our much more tactically astute performances in the Europa League. I hear his us v the opponent motivational speeches. He suddenly comes across with heart and well spoken meaning when involved with Europa League press conferences. He wins me over again and I start to deeply question why I have held such negative beliefs about him as our manager.
I don’t know what to think a lot of the time. I know we rotate and part of me wonders if we could rotate the league team slightly using a better squad with Ange and whether just somehow it could work. Maybe we could get performances if we could ensure that our first choice players weren’t always ran into the ground but instead had appropriate rest when required and rather than making wholesale changes we tinkered with the team and made a few changes when required.
I don’t understand how I can have such strong opposing views in my head. He constantly makes me question every belief that I have created and last night again was huge. U am simultaneously against him because of how horrible the league campaign has been whilst also being for him for our great Europa League run and the belief that has been instilled that we may well win the Europa League. It feels as if he is tactically astute at times, that he does know what we need to do and be in order to achieve success.
Whatever the future with Ange it’s been a huge rollercoaster of a season. I feel more of an open mind about his future at the club right now. Almost as if when in a relationship you see the good sides of a partner and know what they can be like, but question why isn’t it always like that? Why does the relationship bring so much upset, disappointment and frustration at other times?
Either way he’s done a great job with the team in getting to the Europa League Final and if he delivers success then whatever his future with us, he will make so many happy and proud to be Tottenham supporters. So thank you to him for the journey so far in the Europa league.