On my end, probably a B- like
@billyiddo . The positives so far:
- We're in the top four and in the knockout stages of the CL heading into the break - all in all, it could be much worse.
- At times, we have absolutely played some scintillating football - when we want to, some of the flowing attacking we've done (second half vs Bournemouth, second half of this game against Leeds - second halves in general, really) has been reminiscent of last season's flowing best.
- Gianni Vio is a bloody genius, and a weapon no other team can match in terms of guaranteeing us 10-15 goals this season, if this rate keeps up.
- We should have January to fix some of the major holes going forward, and we have six weeks now to work towards the window so that, hopefully, we can get someone in nice and early instead of on deadline day.
However, I can't help but feel like that we have done a lot worse than our position appears on paper. And I think I know why I and a lot of folks who watch us (fans, media, etc.) feel that way. It isn't that we only play for 45m, although we do that. It isn't because we are frequently stodgy and horrible to watch, or that we concede so many stupid goals, although we do that too.
I think it's because the lot down the road are doing so well, that us being as utterly inconsistent as we are is so infuriating.
This summer was supposed to be an inflection point - having pipped them to the CL, we'd rocket away while they would languish behind us. Instead, it looks like the exact opposite has happened, and I think that is what is subconsciously behind a lot of the frustrations and fears of an otherwise above-average start, all things considered. Arsenal look fluid and composed, we look scattered and wan. Where they breeze, we struggle. And while they win game after game, every weekend we don't win gets a little harder.
I think the things I would have accepted at the start of the season as a barometer for a good season (top four, more points than last season, a cup), I would still accept now. But it's impossible to deny that the lurking fear will be that lot keeping their form up right to the end and overshadowing that.
As for me, I was right about some things so far this season, and wrong about others - don't mind admitting it. Right:
- I felt we'd regret not getting an RWB or a truly elite CB in the window to replace Emerson and Dier, respectively. And so it's proven - those were our weaknesses heading into the window, and were still weaknesses coming out of it. And both Emerson and Dier have proven (in Dier's case,for the 5000th time) why we cannot rely on them going forward.
- I felt our performances prior to our collapse in form come October/Nov were unsustainable, and so they were. We cannot keep up with that post-WC - stodgy performances that eke out wins here and there. We have to impose ourselves more, if only because energy management is an intrinsic part of the game now, and defending narrow leads expends a brick ton of energy we could have saved had we cruised to commanding leads earlier.
Things I was wrong about:
- ENIC. I didn't think they would put in a single penny - they did. I am still chuffed as cheese with that, even if our spending was sub-par this summer.
- Our mentality. There are times this season where I've called the players cowards or spineless, and I do regret that. If there's one thing this lot has showed me with all their last-minute winners,it's that they're not heartless - they genuinely try. But they pick and choose when to try, and they lack the technique to match their heart, so they look like they're picking the easy way out a lot.
Going forward, I hope the club can just take a breather and refocus in these six weeks. And I hope that, in the end, none of us, here or elsewhere, get too exercised by what happens in football. There's more important things in the world right now, although I have to remind myself of it on grimmer days.
And, rest in power, Gian Piero Ventrone.
